I seem to find my soul wanting.Needing something. Feeling a yearning deep inside that I can't explain. My hands itch to grab the paint brush and feel the contact of it against the canvas. To feel the paint smooth to my touch. I am craving that emotion of complete surrender. My eyes are wide open and wanting to drink everything in like some delicious wine. A wine that with the first touch to your tongue drinks YOU in instead of the other way around. I want to give in to it. I want to succumb to complete creativity. To just soak myself in it.Let it cover me in ideas and wash over me. Tickling at the surface aching to get out. I do believe that if I let it take me over that something truly amazing could possibly happen. It takes a lot of courage to fully give yourself to an idea. You aren't sure if you are betting on the right idea. You aren't sure that this idea is the one. How can you ever be sure? You can't. Let go and paint. Just paint.