Confuzzled

I have lately been racking my mind trying to think of the answers to the questions but all I get is more questions. Perhaps it is actually in reverse. I am getting all the answers and none of the questions. All I know is I am not getting the whole picture. I try and try to remain open to all thought but sometimes it can be difficult. My mind can get clouded by ideas that aren't really there. They are just an illusion,smoke screen, false face, or mask hiding what is the reality of it all. I want to see it for what it really is. I want to feel it for what it really is. I want to touch it for what it really is. I want all this and so much more. If only I knew what it is. I want the answer or was it the question? I do know this, that I can't get it out of my mind what ever it is.