A New "Hat"

Flowing out of my fingers onto this computer screen are words. Not just words but thoughts from my soul. I share here on this blog my inner self. The self that not many people see. I write to put down my thoughts and then look at them and make sure that I haven't lost my mind entirely. I say entirely because I already I have lost some and I know I can never recover those pieces back. I don't really want to either. How can we want to get something back if that means that it might change the person we have become? Even if you aren't happy with who you have become who is to say that you would have been happier with what you could have become?

Looking into this concept is not exactly easy but it is something that I am trying. Like a new hat if you will. I am putting the idea on and seeing how it suits me. Does it look good if I turn this way? Does it stay on even in the most blustery of times? Perhaps if i add a feather to it. Altering the idea to make it suit me more might work. Now I have given the idea a true run through the wash and it hasn't shrunk or changed shape in any way. I have worn it through hell and back and it still looks as good as the day I came up with it. Well then I am thinking that it might be a keeper.

To be truly happy with ones self you need to not regret what has transpired in your life for it is the guts of your soul. Your past does not define you but it does show how far you have come. Your experiences in life have created the person you see in the mirror? That is complete crap of course. When you look in the mirror can you see how kind you are? Can you see the vivasciousness that is your spirit?! No you can't. Don't look in the mirror and search for yourself. Close your eyes and look into your soul. That is you. Allow your soul to breath. Make room for it. Don't keep it hidden. Share it with the world. Don't let the world keep you from sharing it.