To start a new is not an easy task. To become something else other than the person you have become is frightening. I have come a custom to this way of life. I never knew that this whole time my brain has been starving.To fear self progress is rooted into our very being.Why am I afraid to succeed?I suppose it is the fear of disappointment. I am terrified that by actually allowing myself room to succeed I will end up not being as billiant as everyone thinks I am. I have become accustomed to never being good enough. Now that i am steadily approaching the line of what I have become and what I want to be I am hesitant.